my darling going overseas soon..

darn i wish he could bring me in his bag..sobz

it's ok..shocked like hell when my ex ewwwwwwww added me in friendster..who cares anyway.

i hate my sister figure.she is doing so many modelling crap this pass few days for Ed Hardy and she did one for True Religion..bitch i hate her..but i'm so happy for her..at C.H.I.J.M.E.S ,MOS ,ink bar and many more..she likes to tell me wad happen and talk about gorgeous clothes..and making me try my best too loose my flabs hahaha

she ask me to join but faster lose weight bout 5 more kg cause she say i have the height..

moving on..hang with my baby..and watched da vinci code on wednesday last week..yeah i'm slow i know but my aunty gave me free ticks.so went with my baby,a cousin ,n my sister n her guy..it was at the new cathay leisure.near dhoby ghaut.superb place damn new..sound system new and power packed..seats so comfy you fight to sleep or watch the show,u wish u cud pluck it out and use it for ur living room.air-con cold cause its new,more reason to cuddle up.big and preety ....it's on the 5th and 6th floor...very cool...

thats bout it for now...

Singapore idol stinks..so many ..........chinese..
the chinese girls mostly suck at singing their tongue in the way,pronounciation suck,the judges are so damn tone deaf! how can that potato boy(judge call him teddy bear)even last an extra round.... WTF and that stupid "elvis" guy is proud as a peacock but as "creative" as a pea and a cock.bossy fuck..

honestly i aint freaking boasting..i cud sing better...can ask aruna and robin the 2 ppl who has heard me sing..i'm at least better than the potato boy...

AIYOI!

but if anyone should continue it should be only Jonathan,hady,rahimah,paul(maybe).....and thats it..the rest can just scram!

and soraya...out of the 3 ur the one who should have continued...amanda was a pain,u should have just shove a heal in her mouth..fickle minded!she PMS or wad sia!

Singapore idol a new entertainment for bitching real good.

ok went to my ama house yesterday!

she is so damn bloody cute man..hahah went inside the house and i said hi and she smile and she had no teeth so bloody cute man!!

she is an old babe..so me my sister my mum went there and their was this group of failed ah bengs wannabe sniffing glue ...damn fucking lame sia ..and i swear they look damn pathetic.anyways its their damn future so i dun give a piss.....

so we went to lepak at the kopitiam after that..my poor sister couldn't celebrate her anniversary..i missed my baby..so we met today...

and.........................

the same thing..his all mine..love him

u know after seeing him everyday his smile still can make me giddy like having that first crush in school.
his eyes like stars and his eyelashes so long so cute,so sexy...
love it how he makes me feel all better when he says "ur not fat" hahahaaha
i love how he looks ever oh so adorable now that his kinda botak..
how he covers my mouth when i yawn.and the little tender kisses he gives all over my face...

many-many more..i wrote him a 1000 word essay on why i love him and wad i love about him...
HE IS ONE HAPPY BOY/MAN??young man

HAPPY 6TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!
YA I KNOW ITS ONLY 6TH MONTHS....

but relationship is still a little bud and it's going to bloom into a full grown flower..a rose.hibiscus,dandelions,marigold,daisy,roses,cactus.................................................ANYTHING WILL DO!
if its with him..

YES I went MIA!!

hahaha miss me?

well so hmm i forgot wad happen...TOTALLY! k so i'm back i bought my mummy cheesecake from coffee bean,and she opened the fridge and she went "ooh sedap"..as i scribbled childish stuff on the box like expiry date on mother's day and all that..my sister got my mum body shop stuff that was pricey..but my mum prefered mine better...well my honey but chicago cheesecake for his mum too...and you know wad i told my mum its fattening.so she gave me some..reverse psycology..hahaha but no i didn't want it cause its her present...

well so this pass few days you shud know wad i've been doing....i feel sad now my angels going NS,i feel thee pinch...

God i need school..yup and i need call lily for a job,and i'm becoming real forgetful..i envy people with exams now....I WANT I WANT!!!!

I'LL JUST BLOG WENT MORE things come up...for now my life is boring boring..cause other blogs write about school school school school..and i've got no school school school school yet......

today was like yesterday and any other day.my babe got migraine.it wasn't a fantastic day either.BUT Today was THEE day i had that urge,that strong urge that makes me just wanna
C_ _.......




CLEAN THE HOUSE!

wad u tinking! dirty minded...

my sister calls it the "cleanthehouseLa disease" i wiped the stove,the sink,organised my freaking cupboard that look like karang guni HQ,than i sucked all the dust on the floor,cook brunch for my darls..and that was it..than he came over lepak with my sister and eat chocolate like consuming carbo!WTH!fats away with you !

Read something important today...well safety of ladies and its kinda cool.

1.use your elbow a lot cause its the strongest point of the body
2.don't be sympathetic,many serial killers act handicapped so that ladies would help them into the car.
3.if you are ever kidnapped and thrown into the boot of the car,kick the back of the tail lights and stick your hand out and wave,the driver will not see you but passing car will.
4.if the robber ask for your handbag ,Do not give it to him throw it far away because he would be more interested in the bag.Than run as fast in the opposite direction.
5.it's been said that a serial killer has been recording babies cry and using it to coax home alone women out of their house.just CALL POLICE!
6.in a carpark.beware of vans parked by your car,and look below the seats inside your car if their is any unexpected PEOPLE.
7.wadever it is just run even if he has a gun because at least if you run not all the shots may get to you and it will most probably not hit a vital organ.

this was only in memory but its kinda useful.i'll e-mail to people soon..

back..

today .played cards with my angel.taught him a new game with poker cards.this game i learnt when i played neopets.Laugh all u want,i still find neopets bloody adorable.interesting besides taiti.

Than we were very hot and we had no where to go.me and my smart idea decided to take 359 near my block and rounding untill it reach the exact same stop..
i envy everyone talking about school.i wanna school too..god i miss that challenge..i wish i could turn back the clock and felt the same way while taking my "o"s.pissy me.the only think i've been doing a lot lately is play pool,smoke ,read books,paint,draw,shading ,play cards and doing absolutely nothing.

should i have retake my oz?can't think about that now..just gotta move on.i'm already going into laselle in july.but it seems so loooong.

oh ya saturday went to HABSAH pit..HAPPY BIRTHDAY HABIBI! well it rained and we reached there before her.and sh is in this relationship dillema.but she is the poison in the love triangle.She is one screwed girl.

Sha sha i'm glad in relationship thinking wise ur much better unlike before,but girl everyone seems to go through a hardship in LOVE.if not,when do you have the chance to learn about yourself?about relationship?it's the ups and downs.Learning through the hard way is best.than at least the next time you wouldn't male the same mistakes...

wads up with people changing there bloggy add.

it's soraya than now my aruna...
Wad telah happen sia???
problems with the outside world??people a blog is online,it's meant to be viewed by many many people,the public eye...so you people should not give two piss...it's the freedom of speech...

Well today i wanted to stay at home,but due to my need for him...i had to meet my baby..so we played pool.I was super duper crazy.i just took my flu tablet and i was dizzy so i talked crap and laughed at the most stupid thing.i swear it's not on purpose or attracting his attention..i was aware of it but i couldn't control myself..

I swear it's just flu tablets and not drugs!

It's a sunday and wads irritating is the bus is full with bangla's and the first thing that attracts them is my headlights.and its so fucking irritating!i hate people starring at my boops i never prayed everyday for god to make my boops bigger..
i feel like binding them.My friends tell me girls would die for my boops.fuck it!THAN die!

i know i have to be happy with myself..so i'll try very hard...prays*****

so we play pool and the score was 10-0 hahaha cause i was drunk.i was on pills,flu pills.and this pool counter people still don't think i'm 16 ."can i see your ic plis?"bloody blind makciks!.....

I LOVE KIT KAT CHUNKY...SOOOOO STEAM*

bye ppl..i'll be back....

olla...

well when was the last time i blogged?!?!?! dunno...
went swimming with my baby ..

i watched mann this morning ...i cried..it's a damn old hindi film but super sad sia fuckkkkkk..summary:guy meets girl,girl meets guy.fall in love..than both are engaged ..break-off so with the ones that are to be married..plannned to meet at some place to get married on valentines day..girl accident..lost her two legs..guy waits and waits and waits..girl disappears..guy met girl for the last time to give her his grandmaz anklet.FOUND OUT...and he still marries her...

THAT GUY IS ONE IN A TRILLION!

bullshit..i doubt this type of guy exist..goodnes.....*rolls eyes 360 degrees* not really sure
..but *touch wood*that will happen to anyone...

i feeel so restless..i wanted to jog with my sister tonight but her eyes are glued on the tv and i'm running a tap(my nose being a bitch)..i've got the flu i've got the blues...

toooooooooooooodleeeeeeeeeezzzzzzzzzzzzz

I'm back

so i'm back from malaysia ..and i'm now called afro there..

it was boring but the experience at a kampung wedding is deffinitely one that is memorable...

i'm in no mood to write so maybe tomorrow!