Sunday, March 12, 2006

Just finish a book called "Seven Sunny Days"by Chris Manby...not bad lah..but not good enough..but story line is so twisted...i rate 2.5/5....so if you read it no loss if you don't read it no gain...

not been updating neither my diary nor this blog...yeah so i kinda forget evrything...well on the 9th forgot wad happen...eh i remember..my baby came over to my place and than made scrambled eggs for him hahaha pathetic i know..than lepak with my sister at home....and all they talk about is Hindustan..SIALAH give me a god damn break!and well the 10th we wanted go play pool but we felt to god damn lazy so we had a picnic at the park and 11th which was yesterday he played pool with his friend kamil and than he saw his ex and than he met me and than met up with my sister and we had one of our favourite discussion....i love it when they talk about life stuff its so cool..the last time was children,there was religion,parents,everything....you learn something new everyday....

got my audition this tuesday...nervous yet excited.can't explain the feeling dude.....you just feeel like giggling till you can't breadthe..so budget yesterday we all had StormKing sucks man gulung...wakakakakak fuck it!

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Woke up feeling new today...maybe cause theirs new shampoo in the house.....wierd rite!!!but you just feel good when you get something new....

my tummy being a lil bitch.yeah and i feel good cause i just finally realise who are your true friends and who are not.it's her choice that she wants to be somebody she is not...TRY HARDER!!

I need to decrease fats from my body.....anyone any ideas..tag me or e-mail me or whatever...i've not been eating but lazing around at home and lepaking itself is making me flabby..no i'm not flabby just fat..but my boops and all are at perfect position...so yeah.

What type of friend throws herself at your boyfriend?sick sick sick sick!!never will i see her or talk to her ever,once i get my god damn freaking book.and she is not replying me about my own book.well she is irresponsible..have always been,don't know how i put up with her.so much for treating her like a gem.well one lost means a gain of a best friend.so i'm alright about it.

Satya happy belated birthday sorry i'm a few hours late...hahahaa can't wait till i'm 18 i'll go shake my booty with you ok..PROMISE!!and maybe with me,you and your sister is alright enough.

Got i love my baby,cofee,cigarettes,pool,swimming and talking shit.I miss studying.fuck i wanna go laselle,hope my audition goes well.I need to change my handwriting man.so disgusting.

pissed at that bitch.Jamie baby thanks for listening out for me.You're a real cupcake....mie WAIT WE GO CYCLING KZZZ TOMORROW OR WHAT...

My MP3 commited suicide....YES we are gathered around here today to celebrate the lost of our dead friend,the LATE MP3.......fuck fuck how can it leave me so early,when i just thought we had a bond a everlasting friendship.ARHHHH FUCK IT!

my hair getting tooo long.....i wanna get afro curls..anyone wanna share their yucky comments or their love for the same thing..but i got to shed some fats so my face will look sharper.i need a skirt,i need new jeans...for short i need a MILLION BUCKS!

So bored that day my sister downloaded MIRC!for the hell of it..some real nice ppl some horny freak...Their was this guy..from Pakistan.he say hi a/s/l than we traded this info and than he asked have you ever slapped a guy very hard on the face,which part of the body.i said twice in the face duh...and than he said can you slapp me on my face very hard...than i ignored him...and he started saying "i wanna be your slave i wanna bow down to your feet"WHAT THE FUCK!is that suppose to fucking turn me on or something.A BLOODY CLOWN MAN!

tOdDlEs*

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

I LOVE POOL

I LOVE TO PLAY POOL...i'm not that great but yesterday went with my sister and hab and my guy followed go to some place.....my sister doing psycology....so yeah thannnnnnnnnn...she go meet bern....and i go play pool with hab her guy adi and my babes..............

than go our normal place and than go date..than we go home...than today go dating oni........


I lost a best friend that day........bloody bitch i hate her...how can she do this to me...
but i learnt something that day.... best friends may not be understanding and purposely make herself not senstive to ones feeling....so fuck it and FUCK HER!!!!

Thursday, March 02, 2006

learning history

I DON'T KNOW ABOUT MY SCHOOL RESULTS...I CAN'T BREATHE TILL I DO..

well for the viewing pleasure of many like this kepo satya..i thank you cause i didn't know anyone would read my blog..on secong thought i don't care cause it's lame...and absolute simpliciy is the best don't ya think..

My sister quit school yesterday..don't ask details..god its so damn dumb sia..forget it..worst case scenario!Damn well like always met my angel and than we sat and talk at pasir ris town park and yeah...we talked about when we were young and that he collected cards u know X-men,spiderman and all that..kinda funny..and he thought of giving it to my dear cousin...SHEEEESH....hahahaa they would just draw other cute stuff on the card..heheehe well thats almost all folks......

Besides my craving for a damn cigarette is over..i smoked 8 damn good viceroy menthol lite today..I DIED AND FLEW AROUND ON CLOUD 9 AND WENT BACK TO MY BODY AGAIN.....AND HERE I AM UNFORTUNATELY!

The chain my babes got me is kinda rusty man so i changed it....so much for STAINLESS STEAL!hahaha daylight robbery..sick shit..cockalizer!ok yeah and now it looks good as new...But i bett not for long....I'm loving my sweetheart everyday....you know that song"i wanna grow old with you"well thats so perfect i think its from 50 first dates..ya ya should be lar..

kzzzzzz chaowz* love you people!

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Blogging

Well saw this little bitch Farah that day..She said i like to gossip and than say i act tanned but so babat(fats)...than told my guy he could get a better looking girl...God whats up is it with girls who just cannot share or be happy for others of their own sex..It's scary how this females could stood so low..well this whore told her guy who told my guy about this..and you know whats dumb..my guy told him to go and die..and call her a sundal(slut) and her guy say thats why i want her to have anal sex....

Well can't help being mean..but that put a smile on my face i'm only human.and for gods sake i don't gossip i don't like gosipping thats why i make friends with boys..so much easier to entertain..but i do gossip a little at times..i gossip about myself..If thats considered gossiping.

damn its been a long time since i blog..its all so stagnant...its nice reading but to type all this shit,its so annoying...Why did i bother..GOD KNOWS.

well i've lost all mood today.. i just feel like being alone....I've been sketching a lot lately so it means i'm restless or irritated of some sort,but i've got no reason behind it...i know there is something on my mind,but i can't point it out,and it is so god damn frustrating..and i've start writing in my diary again and the last time was 31 jan so it's been awhile.

You know ANNE FRANK said paper is more patient...so yeah so i prefer diary...and reading one that i started 4 years ago got me laughing out aloud.call that LAME.i don't care..

Well so what Farah Bitch said got me thinking.ONE-i know i have the same old damn clothes and i don't dress up like a god damn minah and has make-up so think it would crack when you smile.TWO-i am tanned or dark or whateva,my race is INDIAN and soooo I LOVE SWIMMING and it does not concern her one bit that i had a chalet 2 weeks straight for 4 days a week and i got sun burnt..THREE-SO WHAT IF I HAVE FATS,its better than her body anytime like runway.and one MnMs for her boops.and if i'm fat also i'm doing something abou it plus i love myself whatever it is..because you deffinitely can't love anyone if you don't love yourself first..
SO THERE I SAID IT ALL IN ONE BREADTH..and yes my guy loves me the way i am,so it shouldnt concern no one else.

And i'm damn proud to say that wadever you girls say don't affect our relationship cause..we have known each other for 4 god damn years and have gone through ups and downs before we stead so yeah..you can just..FUCK OFF!

Absolute simplicity is the best..so at least when you have something more,you can always enjoy and look forward to it.and that goes to the fact why i'm not dolled up 24 hours like some of you girls who ever you are..but don't feel offended cause i don't know you!Can you immagine your face 30 years down the road...with all those chemical in your face...immagine if it was LEAD.can you immagine................MY GOD ur face could look runnier than some old hags ass!

Thats all folks!i'm doing this cause i thought no one reads untill i found some people linking me and bumped into sathyaaaaaaaaaa that night and she ask me to update so yeah yeah yeah..i'm doing it.