STRESSS!

Hahahah I've been in love so much........It's so tiring hahaha

This pass few days have been absolutely incredible.....hahahah we always meet up and when it's night...we would just walk around pasir ris town park which actually looks good at night...play the swing..and just talked the night away...god i'm so happy he did listen and now my sweet baby makes conversation....and free outgoing to my handphone so happy...

When a man hit you once remember to leave him.....If he can do that to you,how about when you're married-wouldn't it be more frequent..would you than allow him to hit your children and you would't fight for them cause he would hit you too....

Would you actually hit your loved one
a scenario-i give you money..as much as you demand
and than i give you a stick,to hit your mum or dad would you...

so the fact is you do not hit your loved one...unless maybe you yourself did something terrible and you know it....But if a guy lays a finger on you whack his balls and dump him....

so to sum up January!

baby lost phone
baby bought new phone
cousin birthday sha-sha
new born cousin
baby go for medical check-up for NS
Jai ling b'day on the 11th
2nd month anniversary
class chalet on the 22nd
my ex bull b'day in prison

god i'm broke..and when i wanna work my mama making a big fuss and she don't wanna give me money...so where do i find money...am i suppose to sell my ass or something...
EXTREME ANNOYANCE!

well February started of great...
went to becky house yeasterday with my babes....and god her granma make spaggethi and than we ate lays chips and we drank mirinda and we were stuffed...
we watched wedding singer.....so fucking shweeet the show.....don't you wish your life were that easy.....great show!

today morning woke up read a malay book fucking sad!but haven finish...go lepak with Nigel......than went home wrote all this shit for the public's eye than go meet my dear when his done at the mosque for friday prayer...

Chinese New Year was kinda fun....cousins and aunties sleepover....had steamboat the second day...so yaya act like reunion dinner...but it was fun...talk rot,thought my 2 cousin maths..and found out all my cousins took art as a subject...talked intelligent about artist of all genre!watch movie...got smoking under-aged khakis!........But the next day the mess was.....GOD....*speechless*what do you expect that half are so damn young....little brats......

I'm kinda thinking twice about having children..if children now are so naughty and sly and can surf porn,steal and smoke at a tender age...wouldn't the next generation be two times worst than all the previous generations......it's a sick world out there don't want my child to be brought up in a sick society......
And i can't go head to haed with my babes on children...I say a primary 3 boy can steal cash from my grandma AND HE SAYS THE BOY IS TO YOUNG AND HAS NO BRAIN TO THINK...so how in the first place does he paln when to steal,how much to use on buying absolute rubbish....how does he know the worth of cash!we like to discuss future....

And how about the wierdest sex fantasy!how about immagining you and your other half horny....and than he says i'm so horny i just wanna rub your...................EYEBROWS............sick isn't it...well thats why it's a wierd sex fantasy!

loving my babes more of every second of every minute of every hour of every day of every week............................................................and on and on and on the list goes!